I just signed up on Match.com
I am not a "Paid Subscriber." I'm just browsing...ugh!!!!!
Right now I am interested in companionship, someone to hang out with, someone to go on an adventure with me, take me outside the box, a little at a time.
I thrive on structure and routine for the most part, but I sense I am becoming complacent and that time is passing me by. I have recently ended a 14-year relationship that had gone nowhere for a very long time, but I don't believe in regret; I do not like to nurse my wounds; I like to get right back up on the horse.
I am a cerebral person. I need to talk about life, about meaning, about purpose. But I also really like to have fun! I am a passionate person, with no current outlet for my many passions. I take care of my dogs and cats. I go to work. I mow my lawn, because if I don't, the City will give me a ticket.
I really want to be free, but I'm not sure what is chaining me down. Myself, I suspect.
Life is meant to be shared, and I find myself surrounded, constantly, by people that have no real appreciation for life's brevity, life's beauty, life's potential. Life is too short!
We all have gifts. Gifts were meant to be shared. Yet, I sometimes have a problem with sharing; I grew up with 5 brothers and sisters, who I am very close with, but it was always first come, first served. And they are far away, and I am alone.
I DO NOT need to be rescued. I am very much my own person. Too much my own person, maybe, sometimes. I want to be appreciated, complimented, or complemented (there is a difference).
I want to be touched. I really do want to share. Myself.
I hope we find each other.