[email protected]: Well hello stranger. Would you like to have a little talk?
[email protected]: I've been reading over the letters you sent to me. Wanting to believe everything you said. I don't, but I'd like to have a conversation about it. Maybe you'd like to change the trajectory of your life. You should read the letters, believe the letters, believe in love.
[email protected]: Have you ever thought about what you're missing? I do, all the time.
[email protected]: You made me believe in it for a minute, a day, a while.
[email protected]: It was freaking awesome.
[email protected]: Yes? No? Maybe so?
[email protected]: Be brave. Trust me.
[email protected]: I trusted you.
[email protected]: Perhaps...
[email protected]: you are a woman. Or a child. Or a lonely angry old man. Who is to know but you? I will talk to you if you want to talk. All I ask for is honesty.
Anthony Pennington: What do you mean by this message?
Anthony Pennington: I told you I am not here to waste my time
Anthony Pennington: I really want a good and devoted relationship so if you can't secure the Military Cards for me we have to end this relationship
[email protected]: What I want to know is who you really are, what you really want, why you chose me?
[email protected]: If you want me, then the cards don't matter. For now. Right?
Anthony Pennington: I am who I told you I am and what I want is the best relationship where my woman would be supportive to me
Anthony Pennington: You keep saying the same thing all over again
Anthony Pennington: Aren't you getting my messages?
Anthony Pennington: I have to speak with you on the Phone and if I can't it means you are not real
[email protected]: Love overcomes. Period. And I don't have $100. Seriously. I do not. So love will die because of money? Really? This is your prove. Right now.
Anthony Pennington: Yes because I think this love can't work out... You mean you can afford just $100
[email protected]: Are you not getting MY messages? I have no money. You barked up the wrong tree, I guess. That's all you want? You can't wait till I get somewhere better?
[email protected]: My toilet will not flush. Should I send you $100 instead of calling a plumber?
[email protected]: You found yourself a problem child. Time to bail out, I guess.
Anthony Pennington: I don't need any money anymore
Anthony Pennington: Do you think I am here for money?
[email protected]: So what are we arguing about? I learned a long time ago how to do without a lot of things. money included. What I can't stand doing without is love. And that's what you made me believe in for the first time in a long time.
Anthony Pennington: Who the hell do you take me for
Anthony Pennington:
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[email protected]: Nothing is more important to me than finding a good strong man to spend the rest of my life with. I have so much love to give, and I want to be loved so bad, but reality is what it is. My life didn't' turn out the way I wanted it to, but I'm ...what?
[email protected]: Seeking, searching, looking, desiring, ready, willing, able...for the right man.
[email protected]: Patient. Loving. Kind.
[email protected]: Gentle. Patient. Patient. Patient. Understanding.
[email protected]: Willing to forgo a phone conversation for a minute in lieu of something so much better...?
[email protected]: I had a dream last night that we met accidentally at a gas station...
[email protected]: And when we touched for the very first time, there was so much electricity that the gas pumps exploded into flames.
[email protected]: Everyone around us died. But we lived happily ever after. What do you think about that story? I live in a fantasy world all the time. It's the only way I survive. You were like a beacon to me. No pressure.
[email protected]: We can stay connected. It's your choice. I want to stay connected. Whoever. However.
[email protected]: Tell me the truth and I will tell you no lies.
[email protected]: Believe. Trust. Love. All possible.
[email protected]: Listen to the music I sent you. Feel it in your heart. From me to you.
[email protected]: Be.
[email protected]: You.
[email protected]: Love.
[email protected]: Be you.
[email protected]: Love me.
[email protected]: Hope.
[email protected]: Believe.
[email protected]: Dream.
[email protected]: You should read your letters and tell me you mean it, even if they are not your words. And then make them your words.
[email protected]: I want to love you.
[email protected]: You made me love you.
[email protected]: You probably need some time to think about all this. That's ok, cuz I need my bad haircut time to grow out, too, before I send my latest photos.